I don't know what to say...

I know, I haven't blogged in a while. I haven't had any good ideas. I still don't. So, as I'm typing, I am just going to type whatever comes off my fingertips. I apologize, in advance.

Martin's Cove was the greatest experience of my life. I want to go back. It's been hard to adjust from such a spiritual high. I gained such an immense love and appreciation for my family at Martin's Cove. It made me want to be a better person and live so that I can be with my family forever.

I'm actually pretty excited for school to start. There's so much going on my Jr. year. I need to work on prioritizing, because I'm gonna have a lot to do. I need to learn to go to bed early and wake up early and get everything done in between. :)

My friend, Kelsey, from Utah is going to school in Utah. She's been living here all summer and I'm having a hard time with her leaving.

Yesterday, in general, was a bad day. I don't really know why. I know that I had some anger and jealousy. But I also had some insecurities. That hasn't happened to me in a long time. I don't get insecure often, so when I do, it's a real downer. But I've learned that if I just cry it off and then read my scriptures and say my prayers, I'll be okay. But I do need to talk to my mom, I just haven't found the time yet.

I got a real compliment from this girl I know yesterday. :) My love language is words of affirmation, so it felt good.

I don't know what else to say.

Do you guys have any ideas on what I should blog about? Anything you want to know about me? Please let me know! Thanks!

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